Juz came back from ma drama klas. We changed it again, i mean the whole story. Dis tyme I still be the main character. I woke up early dis murnin, at 7am. So bored. Ma dorm mates went out. I'm all alone. BORED!. Juz stuck in ma room the whole day till ma drama klas started at 5pm juz now. Ma holidays really sux!!..hoping for it to end. How i wish i was not in dis hell. I wanted to see the competition tomorrow. But i really stuck in here. I miss him lyk crazee...cant wait to see him again..

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Juz came back from ma hmleave todae. It sux damn it! Ma holidays is totally sux. Sorie for not updating for quite a long tyme..Last Tuesday after ma floorball training, i went back for ma hmleave. Yesterday i did not go for ma inline hockey training cuz i got floorball match at KC. We lost. Again. After the game, dat was ard 6plus, belle, aisha, kecik n me went to town for our dinner. Ard 8 plus i met fir n we head down to ecp. We left dere ard 12. Juz now before i went back the home, i met fir first at bedok. I hated ma lyf so much. I hate ma family too. I fought with ma sis. She juz picking on me. Trying to find fault with me. She started it first. I really hate dat slut!. How i wish ma dad is still around....missing u dad, promise not to let u down.

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I thought holidays gonna have so much fun but it turn out to be a nightmare of ma lyf..gosh i really cant wait for ma homeleave nextweek. I'm looking forward for tomorrow hockey training. The whole day i been doing housework. I have alot more to do. I'm so sad cause i cant go for ma klas chalet..guess they must be having so much fun without me...tsk..tsk. Wat am i suppose to do..living in dis hell is a bad idea after all. Haiz........i'm bored to death!!! I really wanna go out of this hell. Really got to go, need to continue with the house chores.

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Juz reach skewl. Ma klas start at 9 2dae. Before i went to skewl, i went back to ma mums place first to give ma sis pretzie. Today hers b'dae. Yesterdae i bought her sweater at mango boutique. Talking bout yesterdae, me and ika went to suntec after our klas retest. Kecik and nisa went to Mustafa centre with vani. She had to send her handphone for service. From suntec, me and ika walked to esplanade. While we sat there, we chat, ate and commented bout people that we encounter. Hahaks..we really had fun yesterdae even though its juz the both of us...i'm so excited 2dae cause later i'll be going to ma first inline hockey training at ite tampines with aloy. Atleast i got sumone to accompany me. Guess till here. Peace out.

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Last monday i got floorball training in skewl. As per normal, ma couch gave me a hard tyme, not only her but ma juniors too. Training ended at around 7 plus. Yesterday soffya, kecik n me went out to buy sum stuff at Bugis. Last minute our klas was cancelled. Gosh!! i failed ma test again, had to do retest but i dun give a damn. i'm damn bored now, so i tot of writing dis poem...

I can't understand you,e pain i never will..
can't mean i won't luv you more each day still...
when i'm alone my thought stream,i tink of you..
only thoughts of your beautiful luv n everytink you do...
Truly you are good n have seen through all ur insecurities...
And deep down i saw all ur talents n sincerities..
I can only smile when e thought of you comes to mind..
I'm praying now coz a true luv i did find...
It happened long ago a luv i didn't ever expect..
Luv i didn't seek bt now i can't neglect...
Special are you beyond any words i could ever write...
For e luv you share,i'll put up w every fight...
inside my desire still burns very strong...
i noe forever luv is what i always longed...
Although are relationship is a rocky unsure road..
if we work together we can handle any load..
I thought you were e one n wanted you to be...
just be yourself,you can't,my heart was free..
Changing you,that i want ever do...
No matter how difficult or far away,i'll always luv you....

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Ma network at home is down so i cant update ma blog. Have to wait till Monday so i can use the comp in skewl. Last Thursday i have to take charge of the floorball tournament. Guess that will be the last tyme that we will mit..i mean our seniors. Then last Friday i met ma sis at Tampines. I went back her place for a while. Then at 2 i met fir at Eunos. We went to Cineleisure, while we were waiting at cityhall, i saw nisa. He wanted to buy dis shoulder off shirt at Nike boutique but then its not available at Cineleisure so we have to go back to Suntec. He told me dat the shirt was for his friend. I didnt noe dat was for me. I was so happy cause dat shirt i been longing for long. On Saturday i got ma ndp practice at simei ite. After the practice, soffya, ika, nisa, ummi n and me went to Eastpoint for our lunch. After lunch, i met fir and went to Esplanade. We sat n talked bout our probs. At around 4 we left cause he have to go to werk and i got ma drama klas at 5. Upon reaching home i straight away went for ma drama klas. Being the main character is not an easy job for me. I had fun during the klas. Yesterday i got netball training at Telok Kurau Sec. Guess wat, training in the rain is not a bad idea aniwae. We gurls really had a great fun. Goshh! 2dae i had floorball training at 5. Ma body is aching all over. Hahaks...dis teacher is talkin to himself again. Everybody in the klas is not listening to him..ok till here. I wanna continue to watch Bleach.

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