This song really remind me of that someone....so here the lyric goes..--->
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa
Juz reach home from millenia inst. Suppose to have training but den jill told us to have frenly match with them. Next week is our tournament but den i know we will lose to TP. Gawsh!!...they really had strong teams even though they had no training. Unlike us...i been cuming down for training since last monday and tomorrow there still frenly match against KC and MI at millenia inst. Really had no hope. Supposingly i got date with imran today but den have to cancel it again due to last minute plan. And this was lyk the third tyme. We won to MI 1-0. But den it was a lucky shot cuz ma opponent was dreaming. Hahaks...thanks to me..Then after that the whole lot of us went down to geylang market and have dinner. Around 730 we left and walked all the way to eunos mrt. Sumtymes i do get irritated when that sumone wanted to noe bout me but den SHE have to ask sumone...why not she the one whom cum to me and ask me herself. Why the fuck is she so busybody bout ma fuckin lyf? Doesnt she have a lyf of her own? Get a lyf man, mothafucker!!...
Today ma exam was at 3pm. But me and kecik was late for half an hour because we were from esplanade. Thought of studying dere but turn out we juz chill out and went to lunch at tampines then off to skewl. After that we have to rush to the hall because we got selection. And guess wat!?..jill is not around and i dunno why. After training the whole lot of us went for dinner at beach rd. Juz reach home now...i'm really tired. All ma dorm mates was not around so i'm alone. All of them went for their homeleave and will be back by tomorrow evening. Talkin bout him...still havent get over it. Still hurt. But i'm not punishing him by not callin or reply back his messages..its juz dat i'm still mad bout the whole thing. Einn was chatting with me at msn juz now..she send me dis pic. Me and imran dancing together at the dancefloor during the graduation nyte. And all the memories flash back. I miss him so much. Wanted to be with him.....but...i dunno. Life has to go on. Miss him so much..
Juz came back from indoor stadium. Watched cartoon network live in singapore. LAME!!!..it was so bored that i was nearly half aslip. But its kind of cute you noe, where you watched powerpuff girls dancing here and dere. Really have to study for ma exam tomorrow but den i am so sleepy rite now. Last nyte slept at around 4plus in the murnin. Tryin hard not to tink bout the blog thingy. After i read his blog last nyte...i was hurt actually but i juz kept it to myself. Did i done anitink wrong!? WTF!!!....am i really a burden to you!?...juz tell me off if i am. I dun give a damn.
unwanted fats!!! i do look lyk donald duck..lols(dun u tink?)
do we look alike?
see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil
5-2-1
lyn-kecik-mira-einn
Yesterdae no ndp practice so i went down to skewl to watch our floorball guys played. Met mira n einn dere. After the match we went down to far east and met kecik and had our lunch dere. Then around 2plus we went back to skewl. Not long after that, einn went back, mira and kecik went to esplanade. But den i went to plaza singapura and met sri, mas and sha, watched dance competition. I was told that the whole fam was dere so i went down. Railey, am, aid and lots more was dere too. Even though imran, mok, fara and nad was not dere but i was still happy that i can mit the rest. Ma passion and enthusiasm in dancing is back. I want to be lyk wat i am last tyme. I really miss performing. Gawshh!...it was coincidence dat the whole fam was back reunite. After that sri have to go. Then me n mas went down to esplanade. She brought me to places where i have not been before. We catch up with our lyf...talkin under the stars. Then around 9plus we went off to home. Its really hard to leave them. Its lyk been years i have not been seeing them and out of the blue without planning we met again.
WATHEFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............
Murnin i left home at around 1030 and headed to ma mums place. It was still drizzling. Then i met fir and had our lunch and headed down to ecp. Then we left cause i have to mit ika, ummi, jesh and amin at city hall by 3pm. We went to esplanade library. Then left for our dinner. I wanted to join them to go to the esplanade but i really have to go. Sorie guys...i cant join you all. We really enjoy ourselves juz now even though i have to go off early. i reached home at 8pm juz now. Rite now got notink to do..so bored.
i was late to skewl again...as usual. Start klas at 9am but den i reached at 1030am. The klas ended at 12 so have to wait till 3pm for ma exam. But den me and kecik left and went to bugis...we had our lunch then headed to parco. Come to the interesting part....u noe what..this lady from toni&guy approached me and kecik and asked to becum their hairstyle model for them. Even though its free, its really worth it. Bout tomorrow...i juz cancel it again. Ma date with him. Both of us are too busy with our stuff. Cant wait for ndp practice on dis saturday then i will mit him after that. Gawshh!...i really miz him so much....
Todae woke up early in the murnin at 5am. Have to be ready by 6am. Our home got flag day. I juz came back from queenstown. They station me dere so have to go all the way dere. Ma day was really so fuck up! Ma handphone got stolen again..but never mind i can still live without it. At around 5plus i left queenstown and headed to orchard. Guess what!?...i saw that jerk! Right now i am so tired but still i have to stay awake untill i study for ma exam for tml. Guess till here. I'm really so tired now to go on...
Here it goes again and again and again.....ma stomach really in pain. The gastrict started at 10pm juz now. I did not have tyme to eat so i have to skip. Ma first meal of the day is at 1130pm juz now. Lucky ma dorm mates are caring. If not for them i have to send to hospital. Thanks alot bitches,for all the food you all send to ma room. I really do appreciates. Yesterday was really a fuck up day. Floorball training was sucks. Jill really dissapointed on our performance. I did not shot any goal during the game. Really felt so useless. The tournament is another two weeks more and we are really back behind tyme. Upon reaching home, i locked myself in ma room. Wanted to cry everytink all out but sumtink stop me..What a day man....really so fuck up!.
Whats really happening to me?? gaWshh!....i really not in the mood today but have to force to put on a smile for nisa..oOopss! wait! forgot to wish her..here it goes..wish you hapee 18th burpdae. May you find happiness in ur lyf and hope you enjoy ur day todae. Later have to go for floorball training at 5. I heard jill is back. Really mis her..i realised i changed alot dis past few weeks...dunno why..i prefer to be by myself. Hope everytink turn out fine for me...
I went out at around 10 in the murnin and tot of goin to ma mums place and chill but den i changed ma mind after i saw ma sis frens was at home. I left and met fir at simei and we headed to esplanade. I have to leave early cause i have to mit ika at orchard. Both of us were window shoping till at 6plus. Then went to esplanade and chill out. Guess what...i did not went for ma drama klas todae..lols. Really had a great fun today although it was juz the two of us. Hope there is another day lyk dis that we can spent tyme w each other..oh ya we are planning to go to sentosa on dis cumming summer break..really cant wait for it. The SUN, SEA and SAND!!!!!.....wuhOoo!!.....why the feelings haunt me back? Damn it!! I tot i can forget bout it, but den i was wrong. What am i supposed to do!? the smile dat i longing to see again...its really haunting me. gaWshh!!!...i really gone mad now.
Juz came back. Supposed to go out with jesh and imran but then imran called and said that he cant make it. Watever....so i went down to east coast all alone. Hoping to get a piece of mind. And i did. I cried all i wanted..hoping that everytink was juz a dream but i knew its all reality and i have to face the fact that this is ma fate. Maybe god have his own reason why we are not meant to be together...then i met fir and we juz sat there till around 4plus. I'm trying hard now to pull myself together and not to grieve back the past. Juz give me tymes..hopefully i can do it.
I juz woke up...forcing myself. Trying to study but den dunno where to start. Lols..Yesterday i got no lesson for the whole day so in the murnin went down to bishan ite with ma friends to support the soccer guys cuz dat tyme they support us during out soccer match. Then after that at around 12 we left to go back to skewl for our oac meeting. Then i met fir at cityhall. Then at 6 he have to go to werk so i went back to ma mums place. Gawsh!!....really miz her so much. It been weeks i have not seen her. I didnt talked to ma sis went i'm at home. Dis past few weeks i'm not beeing myself..i dunno why. I miz imran so much...how i wish i can see him for the last tyme..
frenchConnection watch.
