I'm fuckin hate ma lyf..fuckin hate everybody..fuckin hate myself! I juz hate it!! I hate everytink. Fuckin hypocrites..dun have to act as if u fuckin care bout me aite. I dun fuckin need you. Get away from ma lyf. I dun need anyone. Asshole!! I missin Adan so badly...arggHh!!!!........

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Hey peeps...sorry been not updating ma blog due of me got warded for lyk 10 fuckin days in the hospital. Yesterday i discharged frm dere after went for ma scanning. Everytink is ok so they let me go. Staying dere was so fuckin miserable. Where those needles kept poking me in and out everyday and night. I been given drip and antibiotic for throughout ma days staying dere. Still dunno why i got tis infection in ma head. Dunno wat causes tis to happen. Next mth still have to go for ma scanning. I would lyk to say thanks to all ma love ones who came down to visit me while i was dere lyk all ma close friends (loads of them so i lazy to type their names), ma family and especially kak noii and adan. They visit me mostly everyday..Thanks ppl..thanks for everytink. I do appreciate it. Oh ya! thanks to zahirah also for babysit koOkie for me. If not for her, i dunno wat will happen to koOkie. I was grateful tat i was blessed with good people around me. Once again..thank you so much ppl. May gOd bless you ppl. Well bout ma netball tournament...it is on tis cumin monday. I can kiss goodbye to it cuz i cant play. Couch dun let me play. Actually alot of ppl dun want me to play cuz i juz recover frm ma sickness. Its lyk WTF!!!!..i dun care..i wanted to play so much. I been werkin hard to get in for the first team and i got in but now everytink down to drain. Its so fuckin unfair!! I dun care..tml i'm still goin doin for the training. I dun give a fuck to wat ppl say. I'm doin fine aite. Its not tat i'm goin to die soon or wat..and ma condition is not even can get worse or critical or sumtink so dun worry aite.

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Juz had a chat with adan on the phone juz now..he called. After took med juz now around 8pm i went to sleep. Ma headache is killing me. Ma eyes is back to last tyme. I dunno how i got tis infection. Its lyk wtf! I was piss off lar actually...i dunno. About everytink....why the fuck tat whore's get have to contact him back. And why the fuck he dun even tell me anitink. He told me tat he forgot..ok im fine with tat. Den juz forget bout telling me den if u forget bout it. Im fuckin hate tat biatch!..Why cant you leave him alone....fuckin slut. Stupid! Dumb ass!

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Last nyte was fun. Went out with hernie den met nad at sumwhere around her place. We sat at starbucks till around 11plus talkin bout past lyf. Update each other lyf. As per normal..hernie has loads of gossips to talk bout. Nad has not change..still the same blur queen as before. Lols...only tat fidah cant met us cuz shes not free. Ika last minute told us she cant make it but its ok..we gonna mit later on. I'm goin down to ite tamp to watch the floorball inter-college games. If only i'm still schooling.....haiz..maybe i could still play floorball now. I miss all ma gurfrens now....Wish all the best of luck to all central teams..

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Here i am update ma blog again..juz came back from ma murnin run. Usually i will cum down to ecp but todae juz tot of running along bedok area dere. I noe ma limit so i'm not goin to go on. Last nyte i got a date....with adan. Frankly..before the dae i mean tat whole week i was so looking forward and excited. I noe its kinda sound stupid even though we met sumtymes. But the tink is tat it been such a long tym tat we go on for a date. Seriously i cant remember when was the last tym. Later on i'm meeting hernie, nad and ika...hahaks..gaWd. Really cant wait to see them. It seems so unbelievable but yes we gonna mit up later on. Till here den...wanna had a long shower now...

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After long tym i have not visited ma late dad. Todae i mean juz now i went with kaknoi, fatt and zahirah dere. Juz reached home dunno wat to do till the tym for ma training. So tot of updating ma blog. Bought sum stuff for Kookie at parkway juz now before went back. Cant wait for tomorrow...will be going for rockclimbing again but i dunno..heard tat it change to kayaking. I'm juz so excited.....WeEEeee!..later goin for training..i'm kinda lazy to go but i dragging myself..arrgh!..for now shld i really give up on ma skewl or shld i find a job?..hmmm...

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