I HATE MA SISTER!!!.IHATE MA SIS! i HATE MA SIS! i HATE MA SIS! i HATE MA SIS! i HATE MA SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!.....i HATE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i HATE DAT BITCH!!

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Yesterday the whole lot of us went to jurong for swimming. All ma gurfrens, erl, nana, soffya, wana and some guys from the rockclimbing went together with us. We really had a great fun there. Even though it was ma dunno how many tymes goin there but still i enjoyed myself. Juz now at around 930am mit nisa and soffya at tampines int. Todae is the first tyme dat our group is early, i mean me and ma friends. After ndp practice, ika, nana, soffya and me went to town for our lunch. After that we met erl at lido. We were at town till around 4plus cuz ika wanted to go back early and i got ma drama klas at 5pm. gOshh!!....i really worried bout ma test on next monday. I really dunno wat to do and study for the test....

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Juz end ma klas test so i update ma blog. Later at 430 got soccer training but den i dunnoe whether to cum down or not. I'm still tired cuz yesterdae i went for netball and floorball training till at 8pm. Damn it!..juz now i wake up early and went to skewl at 9 but den actually i supposed to cum at 1pm due to ma klas test. End up me and kecik did our project till at 12pm. Till here....got to go now.

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Today ma first lesson start in the afternoon so i woke up late juz now..Later at 2pm have to leave klas to go for netball training. Ma friends still not in klas, as per normal they are late again. Gosh!..i dunnoe wat happen to me dis past few days..felt so moody. Damn bored now..where are they??........

I been tag by ika. So here it goes...

Name 20 ppl u can think ryt now at the top of ur head. Dun read the question underneath until u write the names of all 20 ppl. Ready..?start...

1. Firdaus
2. ika
3. ummi
4. nisa
5.Myself
6. kecik
7. hernie
8. imran
9. syaiful
10. gigi
11. soffya
12. yan
13. belle
14. hady
15. ella
16. wana
17. rajesh
18. boncet
19. shaikh
20. ma bro

now 4 e question..

#1. How did u meet 14?
lols..long story..we met at batam.

#2. Wat would u do if u nvr meet 1?
gOsh!...i dunnoe..i'm not here updating ma blog mayb..

#3. Wat would u do if 20 & 9 dated?
OMG!...how can dat be. They are not gay for heaven's sake

#4. Did u ever lyke 19?
hmm...used to actually..*bLushed*

#5. Would 6 and 17 make a gd couple?
Damn it! hell yeah!..of course they do.

#6. Describe 3.
hmm...EGO. That is she. Bt one tink, without her means no fun.

#7. Do u think 8 is attrative?
OMG!!! of course...he is so CHARMING....*droOling*

#8. Tell me sumthing bout 7.
Shes ma only lover gurl. Shes cute n no deny bout it.

#9. Do u noe any of 12's family?
Yup2. Even his parents.

#10. Wat 8's fav?
Luv to disturb me..

#11. Wat would u do if 18 confess tat he/she likes u?
dumbfounded.

#12. Wat language does 15 speaks?
lols. tamil.

#13.Who is 9 goin out wif?
how shld i noe?? we nvr talk bfore.

#14. how old is 16 now?
18yrs old.

#15. Wen was e last tyme u talk to 13?
Last week.10May.

#16. Wat 2's fav band/singer?
ashlee simpson..i guess.

#17.Would u ever date 4?
yup2..(dun get the wrong idea,we r not lesbian)

#18. Would u ever date 7?
Of course man! shes ma darling.

#19. Is 15 single?
NOPE.

#20. Wat is 10 last name?
i forgot..Salem i guess..

#21. Wld u ever b in serious relationship w 11?
Why not. as ma own sister

#22. Wat skool does 3 goes to?
SAme as me.

#23. Where does 6 live?
Ang Mo Kio.

#24. Wat's ur fav thing bout 5?
I dunnoe. Ma kOOkie mOnster.

#25. Hav u seen 1 naked?
MADNESS!!!!......NO!

Have fun....

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Skewl were as per normal...BOREDOM!..cant wait to graduate. I went for the first klas at 11am but den i skipped the 2nd klas. Me and ma friends sat at the field, watched soccer match. While waiting..soffya and wana taught us to do flower making..hahaks..i gave up at last. Then at around 6plus me, kecik and boncet went to bedok to buy that stupid shoe for our fuckin project but den at last we did not bought it cuz it cost 20bucks for a pair...fuck man! Juz a fuckin plain unbranded shoe they sold it at 20bucks. Gosh!..later i'll be not goin for klas again cuz i have netball training at 2pm. Then on Thursdae theres soccer training on late afternoon but den i'm not sure wether to go or not. Guess i really have to go now...i'm so sleepy..

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Wat a dae man!..I sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep the whole dae. I woke up at 4plus juz now. If not bout the dream, i dun tink i will wake up dat early. I dreamt bout ma late dad...this is the only tink dat i remembered...'you never treasured me....'. The words keep repeating in ma head. Guess wat!! i been grounded again. And you noe wats the reason...bcuz i didnt go for ma netball training juz now. WAT THA FUCK Man! Wasnt dat a stupid reason. Ma arm still hurt and i dun feel dat well. If that really make dat FUCKIN fat maggot happy den let it be. Let him be happy with that decision of his. I was so angry with dat mothafucker dat i dun realised wat i did. I juz dun care, i felt so unfair bout dat decision he made. Damn it!

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Woke up at 11 in the murnin. Went for bath and had ma lunch after that. Dun tink i'm goin for netball training todae, cuz ma arm is still hurting due to yesterdae blood donation. I guess ma veins is swollen. hahaks...i'm damn tired now cuz been dancing since juz now. I have to crack ma brain to cheorograph malay dance. I have not been dancing since last year..i guess. Hmmm....really gtg now.

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I"m proud of myself..hahaks..i juz donated ma blood. Lols. Rather than i wasted it, much as well i donate it to sumone who need it more than i need it. BLOOD! BLOOD! BLOOD!...juz let it bleed. Feelin so damn good..

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Hehex i juz reach skewl. Suppose to start klas at 9am todae but den i woke up late again. I'm not going for inline hockey training todae due to ma body aching. Guess i'm been over werk ma body since last week. Gosh!! tomorrow is holiday and yet i still got netball training in the afternoon. Damn it!. I'm so worried bout the project. Not sure when it will come to an end. Hoping for it to finish as soon as possible WITH THE HELP OF MY FRIENDS. This past few days, i realised they have changed alot, and i mean ALOT....wat happen to you guys..

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Still researching about ma project. Juz now netball training was sux and boring. Gosh!... i'm damn tired, tomorrow i got floorball training at 5pm. Thought of not going to ma first lesson tomorrow. Me and kecik plan to go out for a movie den buy some stuff for the project. Hoping for this project to come to an end cause we are going to get really busy for our floorball tournament another 2weeks tyme..

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Juz had ma lunch. I woke up around 10 plus juz now. Later at 3pm i got netball training. Dont feel lyk goin for training todae..later on have to continue with ma project. Argghh!!!!!! FABRIC PAINT IS A MESS!!!

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It been quite a long tyme i hv not been updating. It been a week skewl have reopen then. Now kecik is at ma place doing project. We really behind tyme now cause dis month both of us are busy with our floorball tounament and by early next month we have to pass up the project. Juz now murnin i was late for ma drama klas..hahaks..lucky for me ma teacher did not scold me. Klah guess till here cause i have to get back to ma werk...kecik is callin me now..

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How i wish i can rip myself apart...felt lyk rip ma heart open. Juz wanna shout out everytink at dis moment. Felt really fuck up!! I dunno wat happenin to me..why am i becoming bad to worse. Everytink.....everytink happening around me make me mad. The voice in ma head tell me to did that..i really gone crazy now. But why i'm still breathing? I'm still alive....i'm sorry dad. Sorry to let you down.

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