Was fighting back all those tears throughout the whole night. Trust myself tat i have let it go. But the pain is just too real. The place which took me to where we have started. It all happen 7 years ago...those were the days i took it for granted. Taking granted of her love because i trust her for not leaving ma life. I didnt cherish and treasure her till she left me. Then i realised, how much i really do love her. Its only i realised after she left. Why? And i noe it was a little too late. I just didnt noe how to show how much i do love her back then. But i noe..deep in me i truly love tis woman tat i didnt noe how to show it. The woman tat i always look up on, the woman tat i
used to call sister like ma own flesh and blood. The feeling of she leaving me is the same way how i felt for blaming myself for ma dad to leave me. The grieves tat i still hold on to these days..life wont be the same like how it used to be..cause i cant find pieces of me left. And she is my pieces of me.
How i wish last night, i would just hold on to her. Just hold on to her and never let it go..promises tat we made..she made, was in vain. All was such a lie...
L...............I..............E........LIE!!!!With the weather like tis...i just felt like locking in ma room, watching as the rain pours heavily and just cry throughout the whole day.if tats make me ok.
Juz came back from ma haircut. WTF!! its damn short..really really short. Didnt expect the outcome to be like tis. Guess i look more 'rebellious' with tis new haircut. Hoping adan will like ma new look..
These are the photos tat we took during the outing last sunday. Most of the girls cant make it.
Yesterday was a great whole day with the girls..ex secondary class mates. Bringing us the old times back together. Actually im getting sick of tis 3D thingy..saturday watched 'My Bloody Valentine 3D' with adan. Den yesterday with the girls at sentosa, we tried the 4D cineblast on the log ride. hahaks...so much for 3D. Will upload the pics soon. Later i'll be workin at 6pm. Urggh!...malas nye..
Label: Girls can be the biggest bitch at times.CORRECTION..ALL the times..