Rihanna - rehab

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

Label: you dont deserve..

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Farkin hangover. I hate tis feelin..blah blah blah blah blah blah........la la la la la la la la.....

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You will start to cherish when its gone...its a little too late.
I miss you so badly kaknoi..


Label: INSOMNIA...i cant sleep till ur next to me..

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Last nite was awesome. Fai, u shld have come, gurl. It would be much more fun if you were to be dere. Will be working later at 6. Im so damn lazy to get up from ma bed now..urggh. Should i juz pai-tao keje again?..shit!

Label: Just one dance....and I left thinking bout him.

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Im gettin better i guess but last nite after work, ma sore throat and running nose was damn terrible. WORSE!. Juz woke up aniwae..by ma fon. Fir called. Yea..of course! Tonight is CONFIRM. hahaks..sheesh..ma damn bloody nose n throat bleed. fark!.again.
Till here i guess..

Label: How i wish Fai could make it tonight...without u means no fun laa babe.

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These are ma TOP 10 countdown hotties..

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Juz woke up with a throbbing head,a bad cough and sore throat and even lost my voice. My body temperature is goin down already so its a good sign. Suppose to work today but i told ma manager tat im on mc. Thanks to apen shes covering ma shift today. Later den, i kol up kak noi. Its good to noe tat shes doin gud. She even noe tat im nt feelin well even though i didnt tell her anitink..wanted to ask her out but nahh...better dont. Yea shes the one who i kept thinkin off lately. I been missing her so badly..

Label: Loving sumone doesnt mean you have to say 'i love you'.
Loving sumone means you have to sacrifice and giving up
for his/her happiness..

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100 Facts About Me

FIRST THINGS FIRST
1.Full Name: Azlini bte Ahmad Said
2.Nicknames: lynn
3.Age: 21 tis cumin sept
4.Gender: Female
5.Where do You Live: Chai Chee Ave
6.Relationship status: Single
7.Siblings: 3 elder sisters n a younger brother
8.Pets: kOokie ma pet hamster.
9.Screen name: Jellybean.

APPEARANCE
11.Hair Color: im colour blind.
12.Hair length: SHOULDER LENGTH
13.Eye Color: DARK BROWN
14.Height: 1.54 since i last check last 3yrs
15.Piercings: 2 on each ear n eyebrow(nose bridge cumin soon)
16.Tattoos: cumin soon...*EXCITED*
17.Shoe Size: 7
18.Jeans Size:29
19.Make-Up: NO NO for me.natural beauty..menyampah!
20.Dye Your Hair: Yes

MY FAVORITES
21.Food: fark.i love chinese cuisine.
22.Drink: smue aku sebat.
23.Color: black n grey.
24.Store: 7-11 its a STORE n more.
26.Kind Of Alcohol: liquor n whisky..
27.Ice Cream Flavor: KOOKIES&CREAM
28.Book: too much to mention. I love to read.
29.Season: Summer30.Video Game: hmmm.....

HAVE YOU EVER?
31.Smoked a cigarette: yea
32.Done Any Drugs: hmm...
33.Gotton Drunk: haha..occassionally.
34.Gone Skinny Dipping: WTF! Hell no!
35.Bonged a beer: bonged? a beer?
36.Had Sex: next question pls..
37.Kissed Same Sex: YES.
38.Done Anything Sexual With Same Sex: french kissing yes but more den tat..NO!
39.Eaten Sushi: yea
40.Broken A Bone: NEVER.

DO YOU/ARE YOU
41.Like Your Handwriting: never been.
42.Have Any Bad Habits: i guess so
43.Hate Yourself: Always.
44.Shy: i am shy..
45.Tolerant Of Others: depends
46.Aggressive Or Passive: more to aggressive..hmm..i tink BOTH.
47.Have A Journal: YUP
48.Emotionally Strong: 5050
49.Read The News Paper: haha no.
50.Confident: 70/100

VIEWS AND BELIEFS
51.Is There A God:YEPP
52.Does He Have A Gender: ask ur fuckin mother uh. maybe she will knows..
53.Do Ghosts Exists: nope.havent seen yet.
54.What About Witches: NO.
55.Miracles: if u believe,den dere is.
56.What Do You Think About Abortion?: nabei! try cutting u into pieces,u like it!?
57.Premarital Sex: its normal nowadays
58.Life On Other Planets: NO
59.Porn: juz for entertainment
60.Cosmetic Surgery: bloody faker!

CAN YOU
61.Sing Well: no
62.Play An Instrument: guitar
63.Write Well: YEAH
64.Skateboard: sucks.
65.Take A Shot Without A Chaser: no i take a chaser without a shot..
66.Say the Alphabet Backwards: *TRIP*
67.Snow Board: no
68.Juggle: yea
69.Do A Split: no
70.Draw: no

THE FUTURE
71.Plan On Marriage: never thought of tat
72.Kids: ADOPTION...love kids
73.And Their Names: danial for boy n hannie for girl.
74.Occupation: jobless.
75.Where You Want To Live: living in with a mother nature surroundings..
76.Big Or Small House: average n humble.
77.Do You Want To Live Near People: if possibles
78.Long Driveway Or Short: anytink will do
79.Income: AM STILL SAVING80.Cars: mini coOper..but i still want ma VESPA

THIS/THAT
81.Walmart/Target: none
82.Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate
83.Night/Day: NIGHT
84.McDonalds/Burger King: CARLS JR!!!!
85.Cats/Dogs: BOTH..i love animals..
86.Fruits/Veggies: FRUITS
87.Pillows/Blankets: BOTH
88.Pepsi/Coke: no diff laa fark.
89.Alcohol/Weed: alcohol
90.Reading/Writing: READING

RANDOM
91.Biggest Fear: The judgement day.
92.Compliment You Get Often: dunno..u tell me
93.What Would You Change About Yourself: why shld i?. a gift from god.
94.Regrets: hah!...hell yea..god knows how it feels
95.Gotten Arrested: those were the times man
96.Are You Ticklish: VERY.
97.Longest Relationship: 4yrs..fark!
98.How Much TV Do You Watch: been labeled a POTATO COUCH
99.What color is your bedroom: monday blues100.Are you happy: for wat!? siaow!

I tagged.
1. Hernie belo
2. Fai Cawan
3. zahirah
4. kecik
5. ika legong

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Why the hell am i still awake at tis hour?. Yea i juz came back from work. Went late supper
with ______(fill the blank) after work. Reached home and cant get any sleep. Started with a sore throat 2days back. Last night at work started to cough blood den now temperature gettin higher and bloody running nose.fark. Shivering the whole body. Used to have sumone taking care of me when im in tis condition. Yea and i been missin tat sumone so dearly lately...
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Alrite ma brain was dead for like half an hour. Trip sekejap. Wanted to update so much stuff but i forgot..blame ma fever. Need ma fags.BADLY.

Label: S.L.O.W. reaction..

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Last night was awesome with fai. Really enjoyed myself, babe. Guess everyone cant take their eyes off us. We rock the dancefloor yaw....bitchyy!..lols.
Anyway tomorrow gotta get back to work. Which is im not in the mood to work after for 3days of off days..huuhuu..my gawd. But never mind i still wanna cum work so i can see_______(fill up the blank). hehee *grin*
I been goin around all bookstores finding for the Twilight novel but unfortunately all stores in spore was OUT OF STOCK. fark! The stocks will cum in only on February. Sorie herny..i really cant get tat book. Next month i hope.

Label: That '1dollar guy' is so freakin annoying..farker!

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In the murnin send adan off. I wanted so much to send him off all the way to tekong. But i cant cos i have to go work later.Gawd..i was damn nervous when i got to mit up with his parents. They are so cool. Not like what i expect them to be..thank god. I wonder how it feels like to go for national service..hmm..nice. Anyway..Fai, i really cant wait for tomorrow okay. We gonna party all nite long babe. And ya not to forget also, i been missing someone so badly lately..someone used to be so special..

Label: I guess its still too early...hmm. I got love lockdown..bahh!

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