Been busy lately due to ma werk. And ma internet network really giving me problems tis past few weeks so i cant update ma blog. Life still goes on for me. Yesterday i really got no mood to werk. I dragged myself to werk. I was so super slow on everytink i do. Ma soul and mind juz not dere with me. Been thinkin bout tat matter for bout few days. It juz kept hunting me every now and den. And its really disturbing cause i cant concentrate on anitink i do. Met nisa and vani during lunch time. Thanks gurls for ur advise and motivation. It do help me sumhow or rather..i feel better now. It juz a matter of time. I really have to give time for myself and stop thinkin bout it. Missing kaknoi at tis moment..hope shes doin fine. For adan im missing him so badly..it really make me gone crazy for not seeing him for quite a long time. Skewl gonna start soon for me. And im kinda excited bout it..wuhOo!..hope everytink gonna turn out fine for me.

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It all happen so fast..how i wish he wont walked away tat nite and juz stayed with me. All i cld tink of is myself. Im not sure wats goin on with me. Wats ma problem aniwae..im sorie i hurt u badly..why am i acting tis way?. Azlini...wats wrong with u? wats got into u biatch?....all i want is to be with him. I juz want him for myself. Im sorie im being selfish here..i wont interfere with ur lyf...its them u confide in not me. Its them been dere for u not me. Its them understood u and noe u better not me. Im sorie dear...

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Have you ever felt,
Like you were holding a fragile heart,

That could break any second,
And then it shatters,

And you don't know how to fix it?
Then your world goes wild,

With everything spinning but you,
You stand still and stare at the moment,

Not knowing what to say,
Not even paying attention anymore.

You want to say something to help the moment,
But tears are saying enough.

I want to hold the pieces of your broken heart,
And put it back to one.

I hold you close,
Hoping you can forgive me,

For hurting you so badly,
I tell you I love you,

And it's far from a lie.
I cry on your chest,

Apologizing again and again
You finally pull me away and lift my face up towards yours,

I look into your eyes,
Wanting to turn away,

But I'm forced by love to keep looking.
And you say the three words I longed to hear...

I love you.

You wipe away the tears,
Leaning forward to place a kiss upon my lips,

And you pull me away,
Holding me close as you can,

You tell me once more at the same time I tell you...

I love you..

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