I FUCKIN HATE HIM! FUCKIN HATE MA SISTER TOO...i dunno why but cant help tis feelings..please...dun interfere with ma fuck up lyf aite. Mind ur own business. fuck!
Juz felt down at tis moment. Bout werk thingy and ma lyf now...i dunno..Where is kak noii when i need her most..haiz...supposing she werk todae but did not turn up. Dunno why. Tried calling her a few tymes but failed. Sadly juz heard her mailbox at the other line. Since the past 5hrs i was in ma room spending tym with ma storybook..i'm goin to finish it by todae. Surprisingly i took only less den 3days reading it. And the book was lyk so the fuckin thick. Gotta get back to ma book now..
Juz ended religious class. Seriously cant remember when is the last tym i went..hahaks..The whole dae todae, juz spent tym myself duck in the storybook tat i borrowed yesterday in ma room. Woke up around 12plus den continue with ma reading. At 4plus it was raining...not only raining but with thunder. And i'm not shame to tell u dis tat i was actually afraid and i rang adan juz to tell him tat i was scared..hehex...for gawds sake i'm sorie dear. I hid under ma comforter and continue reading. I was awake when adan called. Called up to tell me tat he juz reached home and tat was around 6pm. I'm bored with ma lyf now. No werk. No skewl. I'm juz fuckin bored with ma lyf now...arGghh!..till here i guess..wanna get back to ma reading.
Last fridae went to training. Oklah quite tiring due to tournament coming soon so coach told us to run extra rounds..its lyk wtf..haha. After training celebrated sis bdae with the whole team. Guess wat!?...
I GOT IN TO THE FIRST TEAM...hahaha..same with ma sis. Tats mean i gonna work out with sis. Hell yeah!...i'm juz so excited!...weEeee!....hehex..Tournament will be lyk early May so now we gurls are werking hard on it..all the best gurls. WhoOsh!..
sorie bout the pic quality..its so the fuckin bad.
tats ma sis sitting beside me..
Ok first wanna wish ma sis
HAPPY 23th BURPDAE....tomorrow i will be meeting you for our netball training. Its lyk two trainings i have not attend. Competition is around the corner. Dunno whether i will got in or not. Hopefully yes. Todae i escape from werk half way. Around 2 went to town to collect ma fon and ma fossil watch. Got the tym to spend tym with him. Actually trying to escape from werk. Its lyk wtf!..i got no mood to werk animore. Juz fuckin fired me. I'm juz waiting for tat sweet moment. Ok put aside bout ma werk thingy....well bout tis song..i'm fuckin addicted to it. Hahaks...i dunno why. Well for tis song, wanna dedicate to all people out dere who still clinging on tat sumone u still luv. Juz let go of tat sumone if ur still luvin him or her. If its urs...it will cum back to u..juz move on with ur lyf. Dun grieve back for wat had happen...go on and dun turn back...once the one tat u luv has cum back, dun ever loose tat chances.
I'm juz bored to death!!! ArrgGhh!! BOREDOM strike. I miss skewl. I miss kak noii. I miss mum. I miss ma gurfrens. I miss adan!!!!....gone crazee.
Nearly a week i been not updating. Last wednesdae had gathering with ma gurfrens at sentosa. Still waiting for all the pics from ika so tat i can upload it. And i noe tat it gonna take for years...hahaks..rite ika. Last nyte went to eastpoint to send ma handphone for service. I'm not sure wat happen to tis fuckin phone of mine. I tink i'm gonna buy tat
W880i phone. Later on maybe goin to town to check on ma fossil watch. Now its ma watch tat making probs. Bout last nyte....seriously i'm juz fuckin fed up with everytink. Wats with ma bro aniwae. Maybe i wont call it ma bro. Hes the biggest
JERK i have ever known. Why he making a big fust of everytink. And tat bitch....why she have to side him. Let me tell tis straight to ur face..stop putting on act animore. Stop acting as if ur the best daughter tat ma dad ever had. Ur the same aite. Why you shld care bout everytink happens around the house!? You only care bout ur fuckin boyfriend of urs. Maybe by right ur reading tis..hahaks..go on...i juz luv it. Put tis straight to all of ur fuckin head.
I HATE YOU ALL! DAMN IT!..fuck off morons!. Hah..
Its for u, adan....
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that
I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have
for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Juz finish ma werk. Reported werk at 11am todae cuz i thought tat im not werkin. Lols..Wednesday is the confirm date for the gathering. Notink much happen todae. Bro told me bout tirna. Those bitches who kept pestering bout her. Really pity her...sorie sis bout tat. Juz dun mind those bitches. They got notink better to do in lyf. Hahaks...i will tell them to fuck their dad den..tat natt is gettin out of hand. Guess shes been goin around and tell tale bout tirna. WTF!..mind ur own business damn it! Juz wait till i lay ma fuckin hand on tis fat biatch. She gotta learn her lesson...fuckin bimbo..wats with her aniwae..i dun really get it why with all tis people!? Are they jealous to see another human-being being happy? Get a lyf den...fuck!
Woke at 12plus in the murnin..now cant get back to sleep after hearing he with his werk frens AGAIN. Im not goin to make a big fust about it. Dun want to quarrel again. Guess i had enuf of sleep cuz the whole dae i was in bed. After waking up..ma body temp had went down abit, only ma throat is still sore and still bleed. I forgot tat i had notink the whole dae till he told me to eat sumtink, take ma med and get back to bed. Trying to but i cant. Aniwaes...two days been not werking due to ma fever.. maybe im werkin later on. I dunno..bout ika..
TO IKA--> im sorrie to hear bout tat. But hey we are here to help u aite. Be patience. Dun give a damn to wat ppl say bout u if its not true. Aniwae we noe whos is tis
whore's get tat kept busybody bout ur lyf. Diri sendiri tk tau jage nak jage hal kau!..kalah ngan makcik2 kepo kat tempat keje aku tu. Lagi kau layan lagi tu lah dorg makin menjadi jadi. If its not killing u, it will make u stronger. Juz go on with ur lyf aite...if ur happy so wat! Die nak jealous knape!? Fuckin biatch! Notink better to do issit! Get a lyf damn it. Tell tale to everyone bout u so tat everyone will hate u..who cares bout her fat mouth!? Orite im done with tis
whore's get. Im not siding ika bcuz shes ma fren or wat...tis
whore's get is ma fren too aniwae..ok wadever it is i pray tat hopefully its turn out fine for ika. Till here i guess...im missing him again.
Woke up at 11am. I was sick since last nyte. The worst thing is tat i cant get any sleep. I slept after finish ma werk. Tat was lyk 6plus den woke up again at nyte at 10. Till den i cant sleep till 5plus in the murnin. Kept tinkin bout adan...im worried lar actually when he said tat hes goin out with his werk frens. Forget bout tat aniwae..still no appetite to eat, no mood to do anitink. I dunno wat the hell is happening to me. Later on have to go down for training without ma sis. Shes not in singapore till tomorrow nyte. I feel so fuckin horrible now...ma throat is fuckin killing me. Damn!
frenchConnection watch.