Tis is ma todae horoscope:
It's a super day for you to live your life large! Be over the top -- and take your shameless flirting to a whole new level. Just have fun with whatever you do, and don't modify your behavior based on who could be watching -- who really cares what other people think? It's a day for you to be careless, and even a little bit crazy. Let loose with silly jokes, goofy slapstick, and groan-worthy puns. You'll keep the room laughing and keep yourself smiling!
Juz another day of feelin blue..its RAINING for gudness sake. I juz wanna go back and sleep. Ma mind was not here i guess. I'm at werk btw..i tink i need sherLYNN to make ma dae again. Shes not werkin todae so i tink i gonna see her lyk next week saturday i guess. Goin to miss her for sure.
Label: i want ma bed n ma koOkie mOnster..
Was damn bored todae. Went out with family..waiting for tat sumone to kol. But end up didnt. Last nite after werk, Fir, Apen, Wan, Wahab n apen's fren had a surprise party at Fir's. Thanks guys..n ya sorie if i was nt in the mood actually. Aniwae i wanna thank:
HERNIE, rOsenne, sherLynn, brandon, KAISEONG, germaine, AMY, asliza, Atiqa, ummi, FIR, WAHAB, apen, wannie, FAI CAWAN, soffya, wan, adhah, Firdaus melataz, feebie, Li ying, HAHA, badot, MYRA, Jessica, EINN, sharOn, martin, mira, mOn, meriSHER, Aieen, natt, rizMAN, fatt, zahirah, ma family and the rest i did nt mention...thanks ppl for the wishes..
Label: If it doesnt kill me, it makes me stronger...and i gonna stand up strong.
If ppl dun appreciate me, why shld i?.
Wishing all the September babies, HAPEE BURPDAE PEOPLE!!...
Fathiah-4 September
Amy-7 September
Azlyn-8 September
Shakeynah-14 September
Misliah-14 September
Fairuz cawan-24 September
Brandon-26 September
Avril Lavigne-27 September
Atiqah NDP-27 September
Natt-28 September
Apat-28 September
Last nite i did enjoy ma dae. Thanks to
apen, wannie, haha, myra, fir, jessica, einn, martin n sharon. Gonna update the pics soon. Dunno how soon issit. Haha...so ya tats how i celebrated ma advance bdae..
Label: i realised i miss sherLYNN...shes fool of craziNESS!!
One week frm todae,im turnin 20. I did list down ma birthday list...
1. P.s I Love You novel by Cecilia Ahern (tis novel i been lookin for it for lyk ages)
2. New watch
3. Volcom accessories (i need a wallet n belt badly)
4. go back to wat me n kaknoii used to be..
5. Last but not least,i juz wanna be happy.
Ma days are meaningless in days to cum..i dun see any point of living. Hoping tat i will get knock down by a car n die. Why people have to cum n go in lyf? Have i done any wrong in the past? Why? Its sucks bigtime..really.fuck. Go n die laa lynn...u fuckin biatch. Ur juz a burden to everyone laa..shoot me.BANG!
Yesterday on 17 September 2008..tat is 10 days to ma bdae, sumtink bad happen to me. 2 really special people to me really leave me. I mean walked out from ma life. Dunno where shld i start...things juz being unfair to me. Theres nt much tat i cld do to change anitink. Here i goes...compose another poem,tis tym for kak Noii. She used to be sumone tat really meant to me. Sumhow or rather deep inside me ma luv for her is still the same & missin her so dearly...
Sister,my dear sister i wish that i could see you everyday, so you can tell me your not alone and heaven is okay, i need something to help me carry on, cause I cant except the fact that your gone, trying to hide the tears, because of my pride even though i'm dying inside, deep in my soul a sorrow haunted by every tommorrow, cause your not there waiting, its not fair my heart is fading, all i should of said will never be, never got to say how much you meant to me, so sister,my dear sister i'll start living a better way, so you can welcome me home someday. ~lynn
Since the day u went away...memories of kak noii & me.
p.s. deep in me i still luv her lyk wat i used to. It juz tat i dun have the chance to tell her how much she really meant to me...Back at ma werk place, tis music video been repeating at CATHAY. At first i tot it was irritating cos it been repeating everyday but after a few days i was hooked by it. So here goes the lyrics...i dedicate tis song to adan..
Love remains the sameA thousand times i've seen you standing Gravity like a lunar landing You make me want to run till i find you I shut the world away from here I drift to you, you're all I hear As everything we know fades to black Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that iHad anymore to give You're pushing me so far Here i am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But love remains the same I find a place where we escape Take you with me for the space The city buzz sounds just like a fridge I walk the streets through seven bars I have to find just where you are The faces seem to blur They're all the same Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that I Had anymore to give You're pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But love remains the same So much more to say So much to be done Don't you trick me out We shall overcome It's all left still to play We should have the sun Could have been inside Instead we're over here Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending Too much time too long defending You and I are done pretending I never thought that I Had anymore to give You're pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change Everything will change I, oh I, I wish this could last forever I, oh I, As if we could last forever Love remains the same Love remains the same
I'll Never Be With You
I do not know what to think
I do not know what to do
I am sitting here in tears
Because I will never be with you
I thought you would be the one
To take away my feelings of blue
But now I can see
That I was so truely wrong
I have been thinking a long time
About you and me
But now I can see
That maybe it was never meant to be
Where do I go from here?
What am I meant to think?
I think of you, and shed a tear
As my confidence slowly sinks
I could not care less
About anything other than you right now
I feel such a mess
How did I fall for you so quickly?
You are so perfect in my mind
I do not want no one else but you
~lynnLabel: i compose tis for apen..i understand how u feel cos we went thru the same tink.
Werkin during fasting mnth was damn boring laa..plus i sprain ma big toe. Its getting swollen each day. I cant help it but i hv to go werk. Yup so i cant go ard and do promoting. Today at werk place is lyk a malay association. No chinese ard. But out of 8 onli 2 is fasting.(including me.) Thanks apen u told me ur fasting..bagos break turon bawah mkn old chang kee. Tis remind me of last wednesday....me n apen was werkin tat day. She txt me.
Conversation of me n apen:
apen: How bout aku ngantok buat data entry. -.-lynn: How bout mendak dudok kt counter..apen: Okay. Aku ngantok uh..change position pe. Haa.lynn: Aku lapar laa seh..apen: Same la..Lapar gile. How? Tkmo uh puase k.lynn:Yelah..ko da gile nk mkn. Bt den aku mcm nk turon gi beli old chang kee..=Papen: Haha! Cam betul. Pas tu beli old chang kee..Eh tapi serious ni da lapar maximum.On tat day itself, the nebo colleagues went buke together at simpang bedok. Then we headed to arab st for sisha. Pics gonna upload soon..I thought tat tinks cld get better between me and ____. But ya i dunno. Fuck! i dun wan to talk bout tis. Its fuckin hurt to tink bout it but the more i try to forget the more i bn tinkin bout it. Be strong lynn...
Label: When you walk away,i count the steps that you take. Do you see how much i need you right now.You left without a word...
frenchConnection watch.
