Yesterday on 17 September 2008..tat is 10 days to ma bdae, sumtink bad happen to me. 2 really special people to me really leave me. I mean walked out from ma life. Dunno where shld i start...things juz being unfair to me. Theres nt much tat i cld do to change anitink. Here i goes...compose another poem,tis tym for kak Noii. She used to be sumone tat really meant to me. Sumhow or rather deep inside me ma luv for her is still the same & missin her so dearly...

Sister,my dear sister i wish that i could see you everyday,
so you can tell me your not alone and heaven is okay,
i need something to help me carry on,
cause I cant except the fact that your gone,
trying to hide the tears,
because of my pride even though i'm dying inside,
deep in my soul a sorrow haunted by every tommorrow,
cause your not there waiting,
its not fair my heart is fading,
all i should of said will never be,
never got to say how much you meant to me,
so sister,my dear sister i'll start living a better way,
so you can welcome me home someday.
~lynn


p.s. deep in me i still luv her lyk wat i used to. It juz tat i dun have the chance to tell her how much she really meant to me...

Back at ma werk place, tis music video been repeating at CATHAY. At first i tot it was irritating cos it been repeating everyday but after a few days i was hooked by it. So here goes the lyrics...i dedicate tis song to adan..

Love remains the same

A thousand times i've seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
You make me want to run till i find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that i
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here i am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome It's all left still to play

We should have the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same

♥