Cant sleep last night. After subuh prayers..ma eyes is wide awake..guess i think too much....thinking....
At the first place i should have know that its comin. The day i knew theres someone i new came between us. It all happen so sudden. I couldnt bring myself to hold on to her. Cos i know that she used to love me and only me and i took granted for that. I always believe that she would only love me and no one or anything can come between us. I didnt have the chance to tell her how much she really meant to me. The day she walked out from ma life, i knew that everyday i gonna wake up knowing that the person i love most dont exists anymore. And it feels damn horrible...
The one that always gave you hope and encouragement to live your life is the one whom leave you and claim that she dont want to do anything that got to do with you anymore. Hows that suppose to sound? Sweet....
Dont ever put on high hopes to anyone when you yourself cant fulfill it. Dont ever say you love me and only me when all of that is juz another lie.
LOve dOesn't Just MeaN sayinG I love yOu to someoNe...
LOve is love eveN withOut sayinG anythinG...
LoVE is alsO saCrifice..
It alsO meanS keepiNg quite fOr eacH Other sakes..
LOvinG isn't merely possessing...
Love is alsO givinG up your Own happiness fOr someOne else happinesS...
I do really hope that your happy with what you have now. I do always have you in ma prayers..
Label: tears that i shed day and night cos of her wont change anything...