2days off is never enuf for me. Workin in the evening later..new year eve gotta work. Fark! Cant escape on christmas eve and now new year eve. The following week got to take more off days. Have to attend family functions and have to send adan off. Yess.....sending him off to tekong. Urggh! And tats mean im gonna mit up with his family soon. His dad gonna flyin back to spore. So tats mean all his family gonna see me. sheesh..im abit nervous bout tat actually. Mitin up with his family.hmm....i dunno how its gonna be when adan not around. Shit. I hate tis feelin.


Label: I wanna have Twilight novel by Stephenie Meyer..for the exchange gift event..plss.

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ALRIGHT PEOPLE....I CANT DO ANY OUTGOING CALLS OR TEXT MESSAGES...
Just call me up if deres anitink aite..

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Wake up with a sore throat and dizzy and aching the whole body..i dun really feel tat well. Maybe overwork ma body i guess. Today im doin opening till 3am in the murnin. Dunno if i can survive till midnight. Im off tomorrow at last. I dun feel like turnin up for work today for god sake i juz feel like lying on ma bed now and juz close ma eyes..
Aite den..gotta get up ma ass go shower and get ready for work.urggh!

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Came to work with still hangover juz now..wth! Lucky for me i never got fark. Yea i was damn tired and sleepy all. Juz reached home juz now like 4am. Both ma legs is like jelly already,cant even stand or walk properly. Tis week schedule, i'll be workin all the way till Saturday...so i had only 1day off for tis week. Its like wtf..workin 6days per week its like hell out of me. Back at home, situation gettin worse..crisis after crisis..no improvement. Felt like all the burden was on ma shoulder now..im really lost and hanging..dunno wat to do next. Juz takin one step at a time, facing everytink alone.

Label: Missing sumone used to be special..

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Work was horrendous..when times was boring..its too boring. When it came to busy days it was hell out of the time. I only have 1day off for tis week. NO time for anyone..even myself. Guess tis is the way to make myself occupy. I really in need of cash to pay of all ma bills..at times i juz feel like ripping ma heart open and juz yell out of ma lungs. Felt as if the world is spinning around me and tat i cant move on..too sick and tired of everytink..EVERYTINK. Got to get ma ass up. Im workin today for god sake and im still sleepy and tired. Till here den..

Label: Guess im goin powerhouse tonight despite im tired n sleepy all.
I think i really need tis one night to ease off..

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Last nite was a day of a hell out of me..its my first day workin on weekend. So damn tiring. I was doin alone most of the time at the back alley. Its like imagine myself in the game of 'diner dash'. Ya so today i escape. I ask for off cos im goin zoukOUT tonite. Tomorrow i will be doin opening..urgghh. I really need a few days off for god sake. My whole body is aching like hell.

Label: Sorie aisha, promise u tis weekend gonna mit u up but ya i cant. Next week i hope..
Gonna learnt bartender soon...soon i guess.

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Last night was ma first day of work at acid bar. It was damn tiring..running here and dere to serve customers. But it was fun though..nice people around. I yet to be adjust with the new environment. Never been working at night before till late murnin, so i have to get used to it soon.

Label: Well i guess ill be goin to zoukOUT...
Issit too late?..

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Finally im done with everytink. Tis blog thingy..from the skin to url..all messed up.
What would you feel when deres a phsyco out dere on loose. And worse more..hes stalkin you. Its madness..now from madness to PARANOID. Urggh!

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PHSYCO!!!!..........its killing me.
Anyway i changed ma blogskins again..deres sometink wrong with the url in the previous skin. Ya i noe i kept changing it..ya so here it is.

Label: ZoukOUT! shld i or shldnt i??....

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Tis mornin went visit late daddy with adan..thanks dear. Suppose to bring ma boifey aan to orchard to see the christmas lightings at night but instead we stayed at home cos its raining. Urggh! damn bored laa..tomorrow hes goin back to his dad side. Thats mean i will be seeing him the following week again..

Label: Tis is wat we do when we hv webCAM...its webCAM whoring w ma boifey aan.

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I dreamt bout late dad last 2 nights..something which is i dont understand. The first time i dreamt bout him, tat was so long already. In ma dream, dad kept calling me and i ran to him..but as i ran closer to him he kept further and fading away from me. And then he juz disappeared. But before he disappear i heard him said tis to me..' you never treasure me'..the last two nights tat i dreamt, what i could remember was tat, he was in bed with me by his side. I know he couldnt make it..he told me to leave but i want him to noe tat i will always by his side wadever happens. And before he took his last breath, he said..'help me'...
I remember tis nigthmare thingy always bring me bad luck in the end. I remembered the times when i dreamt bout me and kaknoii. Sumthing bad happen between us...and its true that she leave me for someone else..

Back at home...bread and maggi for ma every meal. Thank god i never gone hungry for the past few days..Being jobless..pennyless...its really hard. Hernie..jOm rompak bank same2.

Label: Thanks to adan, he will bring me to visit late dad tis weekend, thanks dear.

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