I dreamt bout late dad last 2 nights..something which is i dont understand. The first time i dreamt bout him, tat was so long already. In ma dream, dad kept calling me and i ran to him..but as i ran closer to him he kept further and fading away from me. And then he juz disappeared. But before he disappear i heard him said tis to me..' you never treasure me'..the last two nights tat i dreamt, what i could remember was tat, he was in bed with me by his side. I know he couldnt make it..he told me to leave but i want him to noe tat i will always by his side wadever happens. And before he took his last breath, he said..'help me'...
I remember tis nigthmare thingy always bring me bad luck in the end. I remembered the times when i dreamt bout me and kaknoii. Sumthing bad happen between us...and its true that she leave me for someone else..

Back at home...bread and maggi for ma every meal. Thank god i never gone hungry for the past few days..Being jobless..pennyless...its really hard. Hernie..jOm rompak bank same2.

Label: Thanks to adan, he will bring me to visit late dad tis weekend, thanks dear.

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