for the first time in a long time,
i felt so happy, so rejoiced.
you showed me there was hope after tragedy.
you became my bestfriend.

sometimes i wonder if life is really worth it,
then i look at your smile and i know it is.

the times we laughed and the times we shared,
were priceless beyond anything i could imagine.
we never knew the meaning of uncertainty and difficulty
and you taught me new ways of life

you made me feel like i could trust and love again.
i was caught.

maybe today...
you'll look at me the way you did yesterday,
when all my faults were set aside
and for once, i felt perfect.

maybe today...
my cheeks wont hurt from the amount of smiles you place on my face
and the amount of butterflies
you create in my tummy..

a broken heart is what i feel
it leads to flowing tears
the sorrow from this loneliness
gives way to deeper fears..
i'm hurt inside from losing you

i should have known better than to fall in love with you
its all just a fading memory
i should have known nothing would come of this
i should have known you wouldn't catch me
i should have known you would leave me

in the absence of your love...
my happiness has gone.

if you're asking if i want you now..
then you're all wrong.
cos' i dont want you
but i need you ma love.







Label: Juz leave and dun ever come back..
Juz leave me like what everyone did.

♥