im just so helpless..dwelling on past pain, heartbreak or loss will leaves me vulnerable to further attack or reopens old wounds. it can ultimately consume me, particularly if it is ma own heart that has betrayed myself. thoughts of getting even will make things worse. taking each betrayal or loss too personally becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy so that when i do finally let down my guard and trust again, i can find myself embroiled in the same emotional drama i vowed to avoid. being on the defensive or carrying a chip on my shoulder practically ensures tension or wounded pride and ma self-esteem may suffer as a result. certain loss is irrevocable. the ensuing crisis can be a turning point for ma relationship or love life, but only if i am willing to let go and take a chance.



p.s. Should i?








Label: moving on is what i wanted to..
but am afraid to because of you.

♥